My Story
Hello, I'm Marie and I'm passionate about music, movement, living a life of raw-realness and, ultimately:
The journey of becoming a liberated woman...
...There was this persistent, deep knowing that my life in the adult industry was no longer aligned with who I was becoming...
I felt disconnected from my body. From my heart. From my s/xuality, From my future.
I wasn't authentic with other people, and wasn't honest with myself.
Externally satiated ~ Internally starved.
...this deep knowing became unavoidable when the pain outweighed the gain for long enough.
My life was certainly far from easy from the get go.
Emotional, sexual, psychological, and spiritual abuse flooded me from an early age, and I convinced myself that working my way up into high level escorting was the method of "proving to myself and others that I was a powerful woman".
My "aha" moment:
"This is MY life, I need to do whatever it takes to make it one I actually like"
My soul needed to be set free from the cyclical nature of my work in the industry. I craved to be living a life that was in upmost honor of my core values, soul wisdom, and heart ~ and I simply could no longer try living for my soul and being a SX worker simultaneously.
..."it was simply disconnecting me from my soul, which is the most important asset I will ever have ."
My Self-Reclamation Process
SX Work to Soul Work:
Creativity, Compassion, Community and Raw, Real Vulnerability...
...and along the process of recovery, I reawakened a dream I had long buried: creating music and art.
Music has become one of the most powerful pathways to my own healing and soul work, giving me a way to express emotions and connect with my deepest self. Writing has given me clarity and reflection, while dance has brought me back into my body in a way that feels alive and whole.
These forms of expression, combined with the continuing practice of presence to heal and grow, have brought me into a deeper connection with myself and with life. I’ve learned that transformation is possible, even when it feels impossible.
Now, my mission is to help other women who are walking this path of recovery and growth. I know how challenging and isolating it can be to leave the adult industry, to redefine yourself, and to work through complex layers of pain and disconnection. I also know how powerful it is to be supported and seen during this process.
I’m building a resourced community for women recovering from sex work—women who are ready to reclaim their worth, rediscover their dreams, and grow together as a collective. I believe in the power of community, healing, and transformation because I’ve experienced it myself.
“Change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change.”
-Tony Robbins
